Intimacy (Into Me See)

In Michael Brown's book, "The Presence Process" he breaks down the word "intimacy" to mean "into me see". Profound and insightful.  And even harder to allow and to express.  

I found that my inner confusion and experience with sexual abuse and adult relationships to be interrelated and it has brought up fear, anxiety and feelings of extreme vulnerabilities.  And appropriately so.  

I found myself attempting to hide my past and all of its profound dysfunctions from myself and partners thinking I could fool the body into a state of intimacy.  Only to fail miserably.  Intimacy requires Truth.  The first line of "truth" is at the calibration level of energy of 200. 

David Hawkins describes sex on this subject from an energy field below 200 in his book, "Healing and Recovery" as:  

"The teaching coming out of this energy field would perceive it as negative and associated with sin and suffering for which the God of that level is the great destroyer, with the process being one of destruction, self-hatred, self-pity, and self-blame."

He goes on to explain the view of sex from an energy field of 500 and over as:

"It is now a place of lovingness and gratitude.  It is seen as an expression of nurturance, support, and healing, and that making love is a healing, forgiving act.  People who have argued and fought before now melt in the embrace, forgiving, nurturing, and healing each other.  They reaffirm each others worth and value. Now sexuality becomes a gift and an expression of love.  It eventually becomes and expression of unconditional love, joy, and celebration of one own aliveness and existence."

Wow. 

Perhaps this is what Beethoven was expressing here:

 

Note:

From Power vs Force on Social Distribution of Consciousness Levels:

"A graphic representation of the distribution of the respective energy levels among the world's population would resemble the shape of a pagoda roof, in that 85 percent of the human race calibrates below the critical level of 200, while the overall average level of human consciousness today is approximately 207.  The power of the relatively few individuals near the top counterbalances the weakness of the masses toward the bottom to achieve this overall average.  Only 4% of the world's population calibrates at an energy field of 500 or above; only 0.4 % reach 540; and the level of consciousness calibration at 600 or above is reached by only 1 in 10 million."

*Jesus, Buddha and Krishna all calibrated at 1000.  The highest possible on this Earth.

Comments

[Leah]

I think Beethoven's got nothing on the director. He tells the story of unconditional love, joy, and celebration with his body language.....I see him celebrating his own aliveness and existence through expression as you do-an open and honest giver of truth.

[I M Perfect]

What this clearly shows, is that there is but one reality, but that each of us see it through our eyes of the energy we hold.

One truth, one verse...Universe, and then the many levels of awareness viewing it.

I bet that the levels under truth are the No See Me ones. And the ones above are, 'I see me' ones...

And the effort it takes to keep your self hidden...compared to being perfectly perfect with all your imperfections. I M Perfect, coming from whence I came...as are you.