This past week I have felt the intense desire and longing to be fulfilled and complete. It seemed to have its own energy system traversing beneath me. It's own eco system of sorts. Riding along silently with me like an unwanted passenger. Depleting my energy system and draining my vital, life force energy. A ghost rider.
David Hawkins articulates this beautifully when he writes:
"Letting go of desiringness allows the experience to be completely a state of oneness and contentment. Each moment seems to be arising spontaneously of its own. Within the embrace, the experience is happening spontaneously. It is like we are a participant in the unfolding of a movie. This happens because one has owned oneself back as source. Instead of putting the experience outside of our self as something to get, we have owned it as something that we are. It is our way of being with that way about ourselves. The experience comes from within; therefore, there is no gap between what we are and the experience."
"From the lower energy field, we experience ourselves as separately "here", and that which we desire is over "there". The desire is then pictured as somehowcoming across, reducing the distance and the space, but there is always that feeling of space between what we think we are and what we want. Our desiringness and what we want are dualistically separated as the subject and the object. As we let go and become free of that, we experience life as spontaneously unfolding of it. We begin to have reverence for the nature of this experience. It becomes like a state described by the mystics."
" What is a mystic? It is a person who has really let go of that desiringness and is experiencing completeness and totality from second to second, and within it, the exquisite beauty and reverence, and sacredness. Now the relationship becomes an expression of that which is sacred, and there is the enjoyment of the exquisite sense of aliveness. It is as though we have transcended the world. How has it done that? It could be said that the world is that which is constantly changing, that which begins, that which is limited, and that which limits us. If we identify with it, it then limits our experience to that local wanting and craving. If we let go of that, then the energy field that begins to come through the heart and unite us with that other person in this spontaneous joyfulness means that we have really transcended the world because now the energy that we are experiencing is infinite."
By allowing the "neglected" little boy inside to be seen, heard and felt has allowed this "desire" to lesson and it is slowly draining from my system. And it feels, Oh so soft and easy.
Nice.
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When you can see, hear and love the neglected child within you....no one else has to. You are whole....the neglected and the one loving him....a complete set of one.
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When you can see, hear and love the neglected child within you....no one else has to. You are whole....the neglected and the one loving him....a complete set of one.
Posted by: I M Perfect | January 28, 2012 at 09:09 AM